Alishya, I'm currently feeling the same way. I'm super tired of the one hurdle after the other. I'm constantly exhausted these days. It doesn't seem to end. This awakening has turned out to be one of the hardest things to be honest, but it was also revealed to me that the more progress you seem to make, the harder our adversary seeks to make us feel like our efforts are in vain. We should not listen. Our life may be hard, but we are creating a much better afterlife, so let's not worry too much. In the end, everything will be okay. Sending you lots of love.